Next week will finally be my spring break! :D I can't wait. I want school to be over with as soon as possible, I'm tired of sophomore year. I hate this year so much, it's way too stressful and I can't take it anymore! A break from this year will be so much fun, awesome, great, any good word.
This year, my classes have been too much, like I'm TIRED of everything in it. Especially in geometry. Now I don't have a problem with learning, I do enjoy it. But learning geometry has been such a struggle. I don't find it hard, somewhat, but it's the way perhaps i'm being taught or maybe I just need more help with it. I don't know.
I don't enjoy biology at all. It's boring! I'm not a science person at all. So I want my break to come so I can just break away from it all. I need a break, and I love spring, what could be better? Oh yeah, summer break. That way, I wouldn't have school. Yay. -__-
This week on this Friday, we watched a clip about these boys called the "Lost Boys". Now these aren't the boys from Peter Pan. These boys are real survivors and are somewhat in hiding. They are trying to go from a different country all the way to another! And they are all mostly under the age of 13! That's crazy!
When I watched this video, it made me sad. And I'm sure i'm not the only one who got that emotion from watching it. These children at the time were so young, and so skinny. Knowing the fact that they have to run away from danger, without guidence from their parents, or any family members whatsoever is just so heartbreaking. It's not fair to them and to what they had to go through. This journey they took as like a walk through their own nightmares.
As most people know, today it's been a natural disastor. It's horrible! In Japan a huge, terrible tsunami hit Japan. :( And it's suppose to be having bad effects to Hawaii and also California... I'm scared. And also worried. I have family in both places. And then there's my boyfriend's family in Japan. Luckily they weren't hit though.
It's dumb how the Earth is able to do this. And I don't know why it would want to in the first place. This is just horrible. I hate this! Though so far not a lot of people have died as bad as it was for Chile. And this is a really bad earthquake. A 8.9! That's recorded in history now! And I've been looking at the photos and watching videos on CNN. Scary.
Why today? On my day for my geometry exam too. I hate geometry. Already stressing enough and now I have to worry. Life is just so unfair sometimes. I hope that everyone whose having to experience this is okay. I wish this wasn't even happening.
Have any of you guys been stressed out to the point that nothing makes any sense whatsoever? As of right now, I'm going through that. There are so much stuff that needs to be done. Yet I feel I don't have enough time for everything! School is almost coming to an end, but the most important part of the year is coming up.
Next week are OGTs! I'm somewhat worried, but yet then again, I have a nervous feeling i'll be okay. Every one says it's so easy. But everyone sees things differently. So I'm afraid that even though it is easy for everyone else, what about me? What if I don't pass? There are so many "what if" questions running through my mind.
To add into these tests, I need so much other things done. I don't even know what I want for next year. My head is killing me all the time, and I lose sleep trying to figure out what to do next. My mind is constantly wandering around trying to figure out what I should do. I'm hoping that next year will be okay, I really don't want it to be as or even more stressful as I am right now at this point. Hopefully things will be okay. :/
